sigh....

垂死挣扎所挥出的那一拳，只得回心碎的结果。

只能安慰自己说： “我尽力了。”

Sigh... Really don't want to give up... sigh...

Lucky i know i'll get over it soon... :) After tomorrow Sammy's concert i'll blog about redang trip... to brighten up this blog again.. :D

hopefully this time i'll keep my promise... =.=''

只在乎曾經擁有。。。嗎﹖

幾年前﹐一個剛失戀的朋友找我喝酒解愁。 幾杯為黃酒入肚後﹐他和我說﹕ 早知如此結局﹐當初就不該在一起。 當時我什麼也沒有說﹐只是靜靜的喝着我的酒。

我也知道擁有過才失去比不曾擁有過痛苦許多﹐但還是覺得那份痛苦是值得的。 雖然那種撕心裂肺的痛真的很難忍受﹐但那代表了那段感情真的很值得。沒有結果只是因為彼此有緣無份﹐但也曾經有過一個機會。那份痛苦也證明了他還活着﹐ 而沒得到愛情的我﹐ 真的還算在活着嗎﹖ 幾時才能有那個機會﹖ 幾時才能擁有那個證明我還活着的機會﹖ 真的連一個痛苦的機會也得不到嗎﹖

他﹐至少曾經幸福過。 至少曾經活過。

hmm... really not good in expressing my negative thought.. =.='' especially in chinese... dunno how you guys do it... =.='' tried alot of time liao.. but i think this is the last time i do it lah... feel really not comfortable after writing negative stuff... =.=''