只在乎曾經擁有。。。嗎﹖
幾年前﹐一個剛失戀的朋友找我喝酒解愁。 幾杯為黃酒入肚後﹐他和我說﹕ 早知如此結局﹐當初就不該在一起。 當時我什麼也沒有說﹐只是靜靜的喝着我的酒。
我也知道擁有過才失去比不曾擁有過痛苦許多﹐但還是覺得那份痛苦是值得的。 雖然那種撕心裂肺的痛真的很難忍受﹐但那代表了那段感情真的很值得。沒有結果只是因為彼此有緣無份﹐但也曾經有過一個機會。那份痛苦也證明了他還活着﹐ 而沒得到愛情的我﹐ 真的還算在活着嗎﹖ 幾時才能有那個機會﹖ 幾時才能擁有那個證明我還活着的機會﹖ 真的連一個痛苦的機會也得不到嗎﹖
他﹐至少曾經幸福過。 至少曾經活過。
hmm... really not good in expressing my negative thought.. =.='' especially in chinese... dunno how you guys do it... =.='' tried alot of time liao.. but i think this is the last time i do it lah... feel really not comfortable after writing negative stuff... =.=''
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愛 如 果 是 一 個 人 的 一 切﹐ 那 個 人 一 定 很 無 情 ﹐ 因 為 他 只 在 乎 愛 情 而 忽 略 了 其 他 的 情 。
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Wei ken, 原來你有blog 哦。
幾經辛苦才找到舊account 回復你。
最近好嗎
hoho you are kim hong right? recently not bad lah.. this is old post about the feeling i had in the past... now no more liao... lol...
i rarely update my blog one.. due to my laziness and internet connection problem... well anyway this weekend i think i'll finally write the redang trip i went a few... month ago.. :D
anyway, drop by often lah... my blog so lonely... no one read.. =.=''
anyway boon chuan, you're absolutely right... but like usual, i love to argue with people.. it;s a bad habit that very hard to control... =.='' anyway, i'm a very greedy person... love relationship is the onlything i lack now so although i had everything else, i still want something more.. :) butlike i said.. this is an old post that i dig out from my draft... just wanted to try to write in chinese...
damn i can never write as good as audrey or pek yan... =.=''
Wei Ken, I got always read ur blog 1 ar.. no comments doesn't mean we don't read.
Although this was a diary u wrote long ago, but I still want to say, don't worry, no one deserves to be lonely, you will definitely find ur love, be patient.
haha. not bad ma. see. got so many comments wut.
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