decision, decision, decision...

i know i didn't update my trip to china like i've promised, but all my photo is in the office so... :)

well, those who recently yam chaed with me should know that i'm looking for a new handphone...

now i'm stuggling between the ultimate flawless N93, or the more affordable yet popular K800i... both also have similar function that i want (3 megapixel.. :D ), and N93 is very, very rare among the friend that i have... ooo the joy of showing off... :D

actually i still cannot let go of my current handphone... although it's cheap and old and functionless, but i will not have any pressure when using this phone. when i accidentally drop this on the floor, i just shrug, pick up the phone and act it's nothing special... guess that's one of the perks to have a lousy phone.. :)


actually one of the main reason i want to change phone is there's one time, in steven's house warming party, they "forcefully" introduced one girl to me... when i handed her my phone so i can get her number, she stunned at the mere glance of my phone... =.='' omg that moment so bosan liao... =.='' so ashame of the bloody phone leh... anyway, that's the main reason i want to change to better phone lah... although i never contact her anymore and i heard she got boy friend liao lah...

anyway, halfway in writing this post, an idea suddenly strucked me... i guess the process of choosing a phone also reflect how you react in a love related situation... hmmm.. maybe if i re-write what happened in steven's party by changing the subject, from a handphone to a girlfriend...

one day, when me and my girlfriend attended steven's birthday party, after i introduced her to my friend, somehow she did something embarassing (maybe like fart in the public.. i dunno.. =.='' ) anyway, after that incident, in rage of course i will start to think that this girl maybe not that suitable for me... i maybe will think that this girl is only a temperory for me... out there there are much better looking and better.. *ahem* function than her... ah you know what i mean...

anyway, fed up with her, i'll go find some better quality girl that i might interested. at last i narrowed down my choice to two, which are miss N and miss K (N90 and K800.. :D) so then i start to consider who are better...

my current girlfriend, has all the quality i needed... although a bit not that good looking, and less attractive than the other, still, she is still my girlfriend... got feeling liao... the bad thing is that no matter how i scold her or ignore her, she will still try to be by my side.. although it's a bit girlish, but it's true what... i will never afraid that this phone will fail... won't even heartache when it fell on the ground...

in the other hand, both miss N and K also have the same quality as my current girlfriend... even better... they are more better looking, better performance *ahem again... but most important, i won't even feel ashame to bring them out... but of course in order to kau them, i need to sacrafice alot of things lah... in handphone wise, money and lecture from parents, but in reality, who know? summore in reality i'm not 100% can get them also...

kinda think of it, we human are really really stupid... although songs and lyrics and movies and those old sayings, all advice us not to take things for granted, but still we always ignored those who are closest to us... we always looking for better, and not content with what we have now...

this handphone case is just a very simple thing... and yet, i still never appreciate all the services my current phone provided to me... i never take care of her just because i think that i'll never break her, that she'll be with me as long as i want her to be... but the truth is that i've ignored her feeling... i've complained again and again and again at her mistakes, and yet never realize that i'm the one caused her the trouble... for all this years i've been with her, i still dunno much about her... there's alot of things about her that i never even bother to ask or learn about...

yeah... come to think of it... she was right there beside me when i'm down, when i'm alone, when i'm in serious trouble, when i'm bored... she was there for me whenever i need her... so what if she's abit outdated? what if she's not attractive enough for you? she's my phone! she's my unattractive phone! she's my outdated phone! and if you have anything to say about her, you can say it to my ass!!!!!!

omg i think i went a bit too extreme liao.. =.=''' well, that's that... i think i won't change my phone anytime soon.. :) just ignited new passion about my phone... :D wow can't believe i still have so many idea to write about this topic leh... but i dun like to make my post too long, not without any pictures... so i hope you guys who read this topic able to learn what i've just discovered a few minuits ago... :) take ccare of your current girlfriend... i mean phone... or anything that you've taken for granted all this time... think back the first time you met... appreciate them... value them...

hope you enjoy this topic... i know i have.. :) although dunno why some how it got off topic... again...