It's just a phase...

Recently i met a lot of new faces, befriended with them, and gotten kinda close with some of them too... but recently i got this feeling... the more friend i got, the more lonely i'm feeling...

Yesterday night, there's some problem with my computer... can't open it for some bizzare reason... With nothing else to do, i decided to call some of my friend to have a drink nearby...

scrolling through the phone book, i've excluded the unknown telephone number i saved, new and not that close friend, etc etc, and i found out that i only have that a few friend that will actually come out with me... and all of them replied "dun wan lah" "lazy liao" "next time lah"....

i suddenly realised that although i have alot of friend, but i'm not that close with most of them... of all those phone number, only that few number that i'm familiar with...

dunno lah really tak biasa express myself... guess it's just a phase... hope it'll pass soon... have to start work on my people skill liao...